Worshiper

Music in the past was always about ME trying to relate MY stories to others; to express MY heart and experiences to others with the intention of maybe sparking hope or in the least relatability. My change of mind and heart has caused me to lose interest with pouring out my heart’s content to people and directing it towards God.

But more than that, I long to move towards something deeper. I believe true worship is less about remaining in a place of egocentrism - inner expression, and moving past exposing and expressing myself- progressing even further beyond simply appreciating God and making him the focal point, but advancing beyond that to allow the deity of Jesus to truly be established in my heart, in a manner where He is elevated beyond me, my world, my thinking, my limitations and beyond my accomplishments. 

I do not want to be the spectacle before an audience, I want to participate with others before an audience of one.